I've come to realize I don't know what family is There's not a one that share's my blood that I can relate with It seems that having a common name doesn't matter for shit They're all self-serving, self-loathing sadists When's the last time you gave a shit mom? I have two dads but they don't have sons And even though i know it makes me stronger I knew I couldn't take it any longer So I packed up my shit and got outta dodge and spent the whole summer in different garages I had spent long enough being a mule So I made my own way - dropped outta school Now life is real, and the pressure is on struggling through insomnia and depression "If anyone could survive this, it's gotta be me" in need of incense, meditation, and sobriety If you called me a pessimist, I'd kindly disagree This is how I expell my negativity Now that you're listening, you're gonna hear more 'Cause no one ever paid attention to me before So come take a moment to listen to these words about my quarrles with others and managing self worth Will this bring me contentment? I can't say for sure But this isn't for my benefit but mainly for yours Cause I know we've all been in that place in our lives When nothings good, no matter how hard we try We have both tried to die and theres no need to hide it So i hope i can show you things from another side This is it - My life if its time - to die i'll be forgotten - undefined Welcome to my life

The human Condition Perpetually worsens As our greatest asset Is our biggest burden We only want what Destroys our soul Fuck all my friends Just give me more I've sold - My soul I'm just - A hole Always - Alone Losing - Control Fuck And Even though I wanna die Who really cares cause so do you We're all trying to scrape by With the shitty hands we're dealt And even though we're one and the same I know you'll spare no empathy My depression's no worse than yours My suicide would just be as empty Can't you see youre torturing me? Cant you see without you I can't breathe? The human condition means you don't give a fuck The human condition will always say fuck you too.

Hangin at AJ's Playing shitty games Girlfriend just dumped me Feeling really lame Now drugs i dont use It's a choice I've maintained With hereditary abuse I've easily abstained Yet still here I am In this drug addled cave Inhaling those fumes He looks like a slave But he turns to me Tosses me it I say fuck this shit I take a hit What the fuck is going on What the hell was in that bong? The rooms changing into polygons Time's freezing for way too long Something's crawling in my brain I think it's left a permanent stain No one can save me What does it matter anyway? What the hell did this to me? It couldn't have just been weed Or maybe it could cause honestly I can't remember what that means I've broken my own morals Now I'm in an endless quarrel Someone please help me Karma's Catching up to me Trapped in a store Feel's like I'm in snow AJ's nowhere Where'd he go?

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Buy Praise us, Buy our merch Thou Shalt have no gods before me Welcome to the Facebook Church Where the music's more serious than it seems We used to do what we wanted But that shit just won't sell To the dollar-a-dozen crust punk kids the greedy inherit the earth Your False idols have no chance We've cornered the punk rock market So dont just shut up and dance- give us all of your cash Trade in morals Who needs respect Give up music Money's best Used to love you Used to love Used to Now you're shit You're shit. ------------------------------------------------------ Birth, Slave, hate, die Work, rest, play, strive All down hill now Keep going 'round Can't look back now Spiraling down Next on the list I can't exist

Part one: Gut rage that makes you Beat the shit out of you You hate yourself but you hate other people more You're a piece of shit No matter how good you are You're a tool for fate It fucks you and use you -it's gone as quickly as it came Til all that's left is hate Part two: Body of anger Mind of hate Don't tell me I chose this fate Grab the gun filled with fire Stare it down Start to perspire Pause at once Hold the trigger I know what could Make me feel bigger It's your turn I've had enough It's my chance To call your bluff This is it You're full of shit You're gonna be Force-fed this clip